pissed off

jc is a creeep
uptight and all
competitive too
what is wrong with him

if he ever steps on my tail, i wont let him off

suddenly

sudden surge of emotions. this is unexpected. going through a&c rom pictures. "they" say the bride is the prettiest on her day and indeed she was. but this is not the point. i felt her serenity in all the pictures. im so happy for her that tears are actually welling up at this moment. isnt this how things are supposed to be? peace and serenity. because you have found someone that you can trust and depend on. and no matter how much you love him, it will never be enough or too much just because he loves you that much too, if not more.

Michael Buble' - HOME

how now brown cow

last week

carrot cake
gor hiong-made by papa
sweet and sour fish
goodies-baked by auntie
me at grandma's house
fa kueh
nian gao
marble cake
nasi lemak
popiah
yusheng
tao suan
yong tau foo
red ruby
dragonfruit
white wine

surreal

i was back home last week and im back in ny this week. it felt so surreal. it was as if i traveled in my dreams. im coughing and sneezing very badly now. at least this condition is distracting me from being depressed and homesick.

i saw a familiar name on BY's flickr account-JS. my curiosity got the better of me and i googled for his name, again. suzy-if you are reading this, im fine. im not keeping tab of his life. however, i need to make a comment. from the pictures on his blog, i see my friends. we actually hang out with the same circle of friends but somehow, we have never chanced upon each other. how mysterious and playful fate can be. i guess i should be thankful.