DRAMA

why did i go to him and give a full confession with no facts withheld whatsoever
full disclosure
honesty is my best policy. maybe it shld be "was" after this shit
it came back to bite me
it hurt so much when he said "dont say no to the other offer yet"
what kind of shit is that??
ooh, so you are from spore right, what are your plans. do you intend to return home soon.
we wld prefer someone who can be here for the LT

words once spoken cant be taken back- literal translation from a chinese phrase
so even if he said its his bad, his fault, that he dint mean for things to sound the way that i interpreted, it dint matter anymore
both said they wont hold this against me (its not my fault that i m so honest!!!)
things will start fresh
though i think im staying, im skeptical

to quote the stupif recruiter, "its a bad (or wrong) decision". oh man, he was totally unprofessional. telling me that my decision was wrong/bad and i led the other side on for 2 whole weeks. of course i screamed back at him, saying what are you talking about. i only got to know this monday. im sorry he lost his commission, which was quite a deal cos the new offer was really not too bad. but has it ever occured to him that i dont freaking care a thing he says since he s no one to me.

the other side- the offer still stands. take this holiday to think it over and let us know again on fri. oh man.

this is the first time that i really think that i screwed myself all over. dug my own hole. kicked my own ass. how could i have done what i did. why did i do what i did.

un-do or not

i got my promotion today, which came as a pleasant surprise. i was hoping for one cos i thought i performed well enough. however, i had the idea that i had to pay my dues, especially in corporations like my company. so i dint really push for it, though perhaps in my conversations with my boss, i kinda dropped hints that im ready for more and deserve more.

so i got my wishes.

but im torn now because of what i agreed to last monday. i accepted a job offer. so im screwed now. i dont know what to do, if i want to un-do what i did or just move forward.

tigger

irresistible act

i really really love tigger. the man/woman in the costume must have a grrrrreat time hugging me. poor thing though. the people in costumes have to take toilet breaks (obviously) and get a breather from the costumes and us, the people who are willing to stand in line for an hour just to get a min with them.

magical trip

in line for 45mins to get this shot!