im plotting to have a beach vacation for that break that i will be able to get. i emailed jy and asked her if she wants to go to miami with me and then spend the rest of the time in ny. she was keen but she has added that she may have a friend coming with her. ashamed to admit, i found myself thinking twice. i was going to reply, i'd rather not. but i have yet to do it cos i think the politically correct answer is, oh of course, she is more than welcome to stay with me too. im torned.
bao has never bothered to keep in touch since jc. i think we met up <5 times between then and before i came to ny. she had requested to leave her stuff with me while she is in boston and then to stay with me before she heads up for school. i dint reject the first part, though i admit that i wasnt particularly helpful. and i said no to the second part cos i needed full concentration and peace for my mugging. in the end, perhaps she got the idea, so she has found alternatives for both parts of her plan.
on hindsight, i wished that i was more helpful but i guessed i couldnt care more. how people just appear in your life and expect to be taken care of, just because we have a history. im not forgoing the friendship but im not going the extra mile to keep it.
so for jy, i have not decided. should i tell her, erm i can only take you in OR sure, bring your friend along too. my apartment is a hotel.
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Friday, June 30, 2006
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why be politically correct if that's not what you want? just be yourself and tell it as it is. as a friend, i'm sure they wd rather want u to be happy than just be accomodating to them.
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