im over-bearing

i know i am. and i cant help it. and im not trying to change either.

its not even a struggle. id rather walk away and not deal with it for now. no one has to deal with me. i dont have to accommodate.

i get annoyed when people brush against me on the train. seriously annoyed. its as if my skin will break out in rashes and the hair on my arm will drop off. what if there is actually something wrong with my skin that im not aware of since im so overly sensitive to touches of strangers.

there are some other stuff that was floating around but i cant remember.

it is interesting to have all these down now. when i read them again a year from now, i hope that i will give a loud sigh- you were so silly!