the message that i got away from this retreat is still the same as the last- "be still". to give myself some credit, i think ive come a little way since the last one. i was desperate then. i dint know what was going on. loneliness and emptiness. silence was deafening. now, ive gotten used to the silence. it s no longer deafening. not sure if my heart has been stirred, not sure if i am hearing god speak to me. the fear is still there. something to be worked upon.
the blessing was the unexpected snow. went out w marion in my sweater on friday night. we stuck out our tongue to feel the snow that was falling down lightly. with my tongue out and eyes towards the dark sky, the falling snow looked like millions of shooting stars. it was a very beautiful and heart-warming sight.
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