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Thursday, March 23, 2006

teck

teck flew in for a business dinner and we met up for supper. brought him to Cafe Lalo. it has only been months that we last met but things are so different now. the keywords from him last night were "commitment" and "moving in together". In all, these words were probably repeated >5x each. he is definitely happy, i thought i sensed that though he looked exhausted and jet-lagged perhaps. but he seemed almost too scardy that it wont be a "happily together ever after" ending. im sure it will be, if they are meant for each other.

im tired. very burnt out from all the late nights. the insomnia at night continues.

teck has asked about my vacation plans. beary did the same thing just now. i said 'nothing'.

do they both not know that its hard to plan something on my own? especially beary, i hope that he realizes that and will learn to appreciate how much kevin loves him.

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