to stay or to go

my brows are tied now. i dunno what to do. i have to make a decision whether to stay on with an engagement.

to stay:
- i can handle it.
- i dont want to roll off engagements after 1 yr, which will be the second time if i do it. not sure if this has any repercussion on my so-called career w the company.
- i like working w e s.manager.
- risk of getting another shittier job.
- feel that im the sacrificial lamb to quit so that life for others will be less complicating, therefore, im wanting to stay on.
- it wasnt that bad working with her.

not to stay:
- the manager is a sporean.
- try other clients.
- im told that i ll be better off if rolled off.
- feel unwanted, if i choose to think of things that way. but of course, no one is indispensible in every freaking organisation.
- seems like i ll help to untangle the complicating situation.
- it was bad working with them with the background information i have about them.
- he s a friend. that s what he said. he s my friend, not my boss.
- she s a friend too.
- doesnt matter cos i already have the game plan to leave!!!

i dunno how. lousy friday to have to make a decision.