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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

things havent changed

its all coming back again =(
why am i so princessy
why do i just become angry over small things and when things dont go my way
i felt that his attitude was lousy when i told him to get the dental apptmt
so from then on all things spiraled downwards
obviously he s clueless that im wasnt happy
he went on blabbering abt stuff
so i just canceled our apptmt well excuse was im really tired but more of i just wanted to cancel
and of course he dint realize something was off and dint ask why
so after a long while i asked why he dint need to know why and yea he said he dint see the need to ask why
woah think i just got madder
madder that it s like that madder that i cant deal with myself
why did i allow myself to heat up like that
its all becoming too familiar and how i hate it when it is like that
so it beginning to feel that im better off by myself
becos im still the same fucking bitch

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