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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

human touch needed

yesterday was memorial day. went to pocono for biking and whitewater rafting over the weekend and got back on sunday. i woke up on monday not knowing my itinerary for the day- to laze ard, to chill outside or to cut my hair. friends decided for me cos they asked me out.

was with BY at the street fair on broadway. i then decided to go for my haircut so we parted ways. i was on the 7 train by myself to flushing. had my shades on cos i dint want to make eye contact with anyone. loneliness overcome me. suddenly, i missed the human touch that i needed rather desperately. not sure how or why but i actually teared and had to stop myself from thinking so that i wont make a mess out of myself.

i am filling up my weekends with activities after activities but it is not helping and i know that. but what else can i do? does anyone notice anything amiss with me?

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