i will hate myself if im needy and reliant and dependent on others. i see this as a real weakness in one of my friends and it gets to me. for eg for the dc trip, just because she is so dependent on other pple, she was stuck in mclean most of the time and would jump at any chance if anyone is going out for dinner or to dc. i mean, doesnt she hate herself for being so needy? why cant she do something about it? its not that she doesnt have a driving license. and she has been in ny longer than me. but it was a resolution to be able to drive here so that i can get around if i have the chance to.
now its skiing trip. she is v keen to go but she just wont get things together and will rely on people to ask her. so im sick that everyone is procrastinating so ive said, ok let s go. so she jumped on it yet again, but she has some other idea. there s someone w the car but those people are not confirming things yet. so she s depending on them again, if they are going to go or not. she s hoping to be able to save on car rental. what s up?
wont she look back on her life and regret on things that she dint do cos she was waiting for other people for her whole life? why cant she get her act together herself?
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
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