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Friday, February 17, 2006

withering away

i feel that im withering away. i have lousy appetite and absolute no cravings these days. so i hardly eat. i still take breakfast, try to eat lunch but if i dont try to step out of office, i wont eat lunch. and for dinner, its fruits and cereal and milk.

its bad. that s why i forcing myself to step out of office, so that i will get some food. is it cos im not well or work is getting to me?

scary fact it im not feeling v depressed or lousy. just numb and dead tired. but i cant get to sleep. like last night, i was dead tired, but the brain was still racing, thats why i could not get to sleep. not sure what i should do. just shouting out distress call to my friends, so that i wont be really withering away.

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