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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

reality hits

chen-en is back in taipei- that s what her msn tag is shouting.

we chatted and that was something so foreign to me. our friendship has been very spontaneous. we kept in touch through emails and text messaged each other sometimes but have never chatted online before. so reality is sinking in now. she s back in taipei, away from nyc. seems like i have taken her for granted in the past or perhaps, i just need to adjust?

but i know that im upset. maybe she is real special to me. i met her at a dim sum organized by qiyun. as usual, people exchanged numbers at the end, but not many people keep things up. at least, i know that i wont take the initiative to do anything cos yes, its back to that inferior thing about myself. anyways, she did! not only once, but countless times. so she has become the few so-called friends ive made here.

i ll really miss her, not just because she s a friend but her personality is cool that make her unique as a person.

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