what s up with the whole world

and w is in town this weekend. ok, it dint come his mouth but i brought it up and yes, he is coming on fri. so the msn msg came on asking me if its ok to join us for dinner on friday. firstly, why ask me? so i informed him that its at a friend's place, thus im in no position to answer. but i think i was kind enough to ask a to bring it up with the host, as i met the host through a. a replied sure but i know that he will conveniently forget abt it, and true enough he did. i was kinder enough to shoot the host an email the next day. the host was gracious. surprisingly because the headcount was 10 and i had thought that his house cld only fit 6 pple comfortably, thus explaining my reservation for bringing it up with him in the first place, as i dont want to put him in a difficult position. so i happily msg w to tell/ask him. it was ignored, just like a previous msg.

perhaps there is some miscommunication somewhere along the line but if there isnt, he is being such a petty ass and ought to be ashamed.

its no biggie to ask the host. but one shld never expect or even take things for granted. and if its not granted, one should never blame that someone (which is me in this case) whom he thinks did not try to get things through for him. cos in the first place, that someone (me!) is not obliged to do so. but she only did it out of kindness and for the friendship and a genuine desire to include him. but if there is no courtesy to acknowledge such a kindness, not that its expected but that that someone definitely doesnt deserve any cold treatment, then so be it. that someone will stop trying.

what a fucked up day. thanks julia for listening.