back

im back! had a grruesome flight. im swearing off all other airlines, apart from SQ. they are the best, at least they put in some effort to serve a decent meal. and my neck is all sore from the flight. pain.

think i could be crazy. reached on tues and made a tremendous effort to fight the jet-lag to do some revision for the paper yesterday. the paper dint go too well, as expected. after the paper, i hit the gym, groceries shopping and cooked dinner. thought that i ll have an early night, but ended up unpacking, cleaning up the house. its weird that there are things lying around in the house, but the new housemate doesnt know how to take the initiative to pick them up. oh well..

i dont have my monthly subway pass, so i did what i love to do- walk. so i walked from 34th st back home after my paper. it was the first walk after a while. i had the feeling that i was glad to be back in ny. yesterday's weather was cooling. i kinda breathed in the air, looked far ahead while walking and got myself immersed in the black sea of people (cos nyorkers seem to like black coats) and the yellow vehicles (cabs per se), at times, awakened by the rude shuffling of people against my bag.

so im back. back to a place that i love i think. back to my own life. back to days without dinners cooked ready for me.

but i seem so not ready to be back. the first day back to office, i forgot about my office pass.

it was as if its xmas today. we were all exchanging gifts that we bought from our separate vacations. lily had 3 different kind of marzipans for me; beary had a gift for me from paris and my LV bag, to be delivered over the weekend! i was distributing stuffs too. just a weird feeling.

think im crapping away cos i dont wish to be working.

its sad that i dont have the let free kind of feeling after taking the papers. will i have the energy to re-take them? kinda discouraged.