give up

its so crappy ive been staying at home and studying all day long. now its night time at 817pm the brain has refused to accept any more numbers, crap accounting terms and concepts. i hate hate hate accounting. college days were 3 miserable years. now they are all coming back as i have to force myself to digest the book in 2 weeks when i know that deep down i ll probably flung the paper i give up surrender totally crap arghhhhhhhhhhh