Day 11 without LK: 6.27

got my ass out of the house for pilates. i do like going for pilates just that it doesnt help that i need to commute for an hr to get to gym. i remembered the days in ny when i was staying in manhattan and equinox was just round the corner. it was truly city living- waking up early to go to the gym or central park, feeling so good after a good workout, going to wholefoods for groceries, back home to chill or shower to go for brunch or just simply have a walk down the streets checking out the sights and beautiful people. it was the perfect lifestyle that i was glad i enjoyed it for a few years.

just re-reading his journals. there was an entry about "flirting". he sounds irritated that im getting attention from other guys who are actually my friends. well if i put myself in his shoes, if the situation is that there are gals flirting with him, i think i will not take it well too. even if these are just female friends, i dont think i ll allow him to get close to anyone. i dont believe in platonic relationships.

we will have to talk about this. so many things are on hold because he is not around. everything has come to a standstill. i really cant wait for him to get back.