failed

one of the worst day of my life

i failed bec. got 73. the passing mark is 75. this is painful.

i dont think i have failed in my studies before. jps was good. rgs was good. rj.. i failed many of the common tests but in the end, still did ok for a levels. ntu was like shit, remembered that i prayed so so hard not to fail ma cos i wanted to have my honors. in the end, i didnt fail and i got my honors, though 2nd lower. job interviews. didnt get into big 4s upon graduation, which was the natural route everyone took. but in the end, i still ended up in one. and i passed my driving test the first time i took it.

so this is one tight slap in my face :( grace has over-estimated her ability to cope with work and studies.

goodness, i guess i can pretty much predict that i probably failed regulation too. sigh. i cant think. im going to bed now.