timing difference

2 factors that will determine if a relationship works out

1. if he s the right guy; and/or
2. if the timing is right.

play around with these 2 factors and you can have 4 permutations.

1. right guy at right timing
2. wrong guy at right timing
3. right guy at wrong timing
4. wrong guy at wrong timing

more often than not, you will realize that scenarios 1 and 2 will allow things to work out. it all boils down to the timing, so even if its the wrong guy, but many people will settle for it cos the timing is right. and you can definitely be meeting the so-called perfect man for you but atlas! at a wrong timing.

im struggling with pangs of misery and memories of him these 2 days. it could be due to the unkind weather, im not sure. but its not doing me good that im having dreams about him and thoughts of him will slip in when im trying hard to study. and its extra sucky to know that we are no longer separated by geographical distance; he s breathing in the same polluted air as me, but yet he s untouchable and so far away. when initially the reason that resulted in the break-up was the distance, and of course, timing.

5 years ago, i was undeniably a little uncontrollable tempress. 5 years later, i think i have grown up.

he may not be the perfect man (for me) at the end of the day. but i know that the supposedly love shared was real and true. im over him i know. i only wish him the best and peace and i know he has those. i dont fancy the thought of bumbing into him on the streets, this i only want to visualize in my dreams at night. but i need to stop these thoughts cos its only making me miserable.